Death again

Last night I dreamed that a friend of mine who has a baby had to die by death penalty for something she didn't do. That in itself was bad enough. But then her little 3 year old child had to hold the lethal gas mask over her face. We both watched her die there. Then, I was left with the child and all of a sudden arrested myself with the child. I'll stop there. Too horrific. Woke up this morning throwing up and have now been awake for almost 2 hours but still wanting to run to the bathroom everytime I think of it. I'm seriously done.